communication

just so you know, you can't always expect that I'll always be there when you need me.
people could also be not interested anymore you know?
it's not like you can remember them when you're unhappy and needs someone to talk to.
when in fact they already heard what you gotta say, say what? a thousand times before.
it's tiresome you know, just in case you didn't notice.
and why bother talking to me when you also know that I will just say the same thing- over and over again?
it's not like, I'm just going change my mind and understand you when you, yes you yourself
can distinctly know what is right and wrong?
ah, anyway, I don't have any right to judge your decisions, I might not really know how
you feel. But just the same, since you held yourself prisoner of that episode in your life, might as well deal with it as, afterall, you always say, you're happy and it.is.that.makes.you.happy.
may be it's "your happiness" that matters a lot to you. saying "a lot" is an understatement.