its not our MIS

it's the damn...fu@#ng.. sh*t internet service provider........ when i get home in Tanay, that'll be the only time i can read blogs... i cant even read mine... grrrr... its gettin' into my nerves...... i can't do anything about it....

grrrrrrrrrrrrr

i think i got busted! dunno if our MIS put a firewall to blogspot. how now can i read my friends blogs? grrrrrrrrrr.... and now i am so eager and can't wait to read how they are doing... stupid... stupid....
maybe i am just wasting my time to blog... but i have the need, the feel to read, to write what's going on......grrrr....... ill talk to him, maybe he can allow me to read and post blogs... im sure i can post but i want to read too! this is awful and unpleasant, sad too.......

another side of depression

"It has been a year of career bliss."

I have learned to value Maturity.

"I believe it is dedication to common purposes, a willingness to grow and learn, faith and courage in difficult situations and adaptability.

Depression has its good side too..

It taught me to know myself well..

"It implies focused attention and hard work. I must admit that the past year has molded and matured me. Life go through many phases. Ironically, it is often the most difficult situations that serve to strengthen a person's ability (my ability). In my case, my being in Engineering School and all the quirks that go with it has moved me from a Carefree person to a deeper, fuller commited individual. I am looking forward to a year ahead, a fruitful one.

winning a contest

Have i mentioned i won an MTV Asia Awards 2004 Contest?
Yes, I did! last Holy Week when i got home i was surprised to see a Big Envelope my Tatay gave me. He said, "I paid 30 bucks just to get that, u have to pay me.." hehe.. And when i opened it... i saw 2 Black Shirts w/ a Lovely Pink Print of the MTV Asia Awards 2004-- w/ a heart... i was Happy. i just remembered i only joined the contest on-line. i joined the Britney Spears Toyota Vios Contest and thought maybe i could win a Vios... and look... i have 2 shirts, didn't know MTV is Real...

Now, ill try to join this contest... for MAKSIM... cross my finger... want to see his concert... like the..hmmm.. what do u call that... The...BumbleBee....*wink*wink*

w/ a celebrity

me & donita 

:)



startsruck? nah... she visited our CEO (her friend) my Acquintance (dream on, hehe..) She had her pictorials for One of the properties the Company sells, Chataue Elysee that is... she has been a friend of our boss that's why she picked Donita to be the Model of the said property. Ssshhh.. don't tell anyone 'bout this, but i was fresh from my chicken pox then... when i had this picture w/ her... hope she wont get the virus... but im pretty sure she didn't becoz im already really safe then... becoz im well, hey, im well! i know she's havin' a baby... but im really well then (kulit) anyways she was really kind to have pix with us... im also glad that one of my officemate had some extra fim for me and her... she's really kind. (am i talking jologs now?) LOL!

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huh?

before publishing this.. i was able to write my blogs for this day, and what a heck! it was not posted or published... grrrrrrrrrr.....
going back, need to track what i just had wrote... is it our server? it sucks!
anyhow....
t'was a splendid week! though i just spent the long vacation @ home, it just went fine.. didn't go for some vacation becoz my friends were preoccupied with some business, no one's available.. and some wants to just spend it @ home (but that's just fine..) had slept during the day and watched TV till the wee hours, DVD Marathon..
i missed going out during this times.. the last time i went out of town was like 2 years ago. and now, i just kinda remember the first time i was allowed to go out (u know the life in province..) my Olangapo get-away! in Crown Pick Hotel.. i had a great deal of time there.................... spending it @ home was also nice, i had a some rest, enough sleep... exactly what i needed..
but before the long vacation has ended..we went to the mall, just this sunday.. with mah cousins, nephew and sis! Sis went to dermclinic, had a facial. while waiting we went to the arcade, my nephew had a good time there.. of course i let him play.. but i pay for the tokens.. well it's nice at least, he was happy..
and now, im back to the real world.... again.... in front of my PC.. *sigh*
( I just hope this blog would be posted.. cross my fingers)

excited!

just when i thought.. i need to blog.. ideas and things to say poured this morning.. but what can i do, im in the jeepney (on my way to the office). as i passed my school in college can't help but notice an advertisement written " NURSING COURSE STARTS... blah.. blah..", so i asked myself, "is mapua still the same as it was before?" and then i saw this car came out of the campus' gate, ahhh.. students now have their cars. i still remember earlier students told us that mapua are for those kids who has the brains, the scholarship... now i wonder.. it isnt the same anymore. during my days.. we're kinda cool, though i have seen peeps with cars, been with friends who has one.. but i say they're legitimately "BRIGHT" and so how are they now, after lasalle bought it. i have never seen my campus (intramuros) for quite a while.. my cousin graduated in the same school just last january.. haven't chat with him.. ain't it funny when things become so absurd?
last friday night i went out for some movie with my girlfriends.. and yes we watched PASSION OF THE CHRIST which i by the way highly recommend.. halfway through the movie @ my back i heard sniffs.. ( i was not @ that time in the mood for crying and i don't cry @ movies @ all) my girlfriends cried.. huhuhu.. i almost wanted to laugh at them when suddenly this scene came.. When Jesus first fell down on his knees (while carrying His Cross) and Mary remembered that same thing happenned to Him while he was still young....................... and really i can't believe my tears fell down.. Big Ouch.. it really struck my heart (big time).... and i just remembered i cried twice in that movie. some people see it as a violent movie, some drama... but u see.. someone has to really get into the deep meaning of it, Jesus Payed a high price for us, what He went through is nothing we can just ignore.. its a big cut in my heart.. (sigh) He really is the Son of God! After meditating... i realized, i have to rejoice! for He has Risen! yes He died, but he rose again! and we are not slaves anymore! We are saved! we are co-heirs with Christ! a wonderful feeling inside me. Awesome God!
I've been reading The Purpose driven life for sometime now.. and with my life to have this meaning.. i really thank God for loving and creating me. though at different times i have my flaws.. speaks harshly to some people.. not to mention i backslide from him. i am so sorry.. i really want to get back.. (God help me..)

a blog

haven't read anythin' from my friends' blogs.. no news since last week. (if u can only see my face)
its april fools day... how do one make it a fools day? doing something funny.. making fun of other people? doing something stupid? do we really need to be concious of this date? i just wonder.. this morning, i heard this lady said, "its april's fools day!" (she really souns excited.. ho-hum), in my self i said, "so?"
not really in the mood to write now, i just have an urge to do this... its been a long time.
so i wrote something yesterday, bout mah cousin who will not marry his long time gf (pregnant now)... i left a hanging question.. its been a puzzle last weekend, i saw them very sweet, and i can see in my cousin's eyes that he really loves his gf, but what the reason? fussy? he told us he's not yet ready to get married (from the first time i learned he's going to marry because he got his gf pregnant, i asked, so why marry? is it really the answer to the problem?) a lot of underlying questions... he told us his side and we understood... its a lifetime commitment... but realizing not to marry the girl, does that mean he doesn't love the girl anymore? or may be there a still lots to settle.. of course in this society.. the blame would be on my cousin, people will ask, why did u do that, and not able to face the consequences? they should have been more responsible, right? my cousin has his side of the story, and im sure the girl has hers too..
inside me, i pity the girl, she's bearing a child, with no assurance of a father, will not even carry his/her father's Name. but i know my cousin is matured, i believed his reasons.. the girl should have second thought why cousin made that decision.. he has points.. he still have dreams and ambitions.. the girl made him feel, he wont be able to do that.. the girl just wants him to just follow her orders and directions...
i now realize, not to be complacent about things.. having something wonderful now, doesn't assure someone to have it for a lifetime, it maybe for now.. and who knows what the future holds? i salute my cousins courage to stand for his decision, what ever happens.. his door is still open.. the posibility to talk with his gf again.. to open the doors for each other, who knows.. i just hope the girl would be able to realize, why it did happen?
im seeing lots of old friends @ friendster, so happy to add 'em all!
my bf is in cagayan de oro now, inspecting bayantel, he'll be be back on saturday. i miss him. yesterday was their "babang luksa" its the 1st year Anniversary of their Mother's death. so what does that mean? hehehe.. could someone answer that question for me? i'm really wishing, im praying..
2 weeks ago, he celebrated his birthday, we went to tagaytay with his family, so happy.. (i still need to scan the pix so i could post in my yahoo photos). for his birthday, i gave him, THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE book. i hope he will always read it. its so encouraging. so uplifting. we both need to get back to CHURCH. we need to be of service to God ALWAYS. (I know we will)
its lunch time, but i still have to finish my construction estimate... but i don't have pricing for some materials.. ill see what i can get from contacts.
this is all for now.. yeah yeah, i said im not in the mood to write, but look how long i this is now... till next blog..

whatmakesonesure...

so my younger cousin finally decided not to marry his preggy gf, so what made him decide that?

im back!

i'm not around for two weeks... because i had Chicken Pox...so sad... i quarantined myself on thosedays, can u imagine that? got back in the office yesterday, but today is just the chance to write whats been happenin'... check things out..
i opened my email and guess what...right...im over quota... received a txt message this morning from a friend in the States, asking me to erase mails.... well, i'm happy at least my friend wonder... had a chance to erase some, last wednesday when i went home. but still my mail is full.
before going here to post my blogs, checked out my friends blogs first, read, whatz been happenin' with them... i have read tins blog... bout relationship..having a longterm engagement... going out with the same guy over the years... and still fight over small stuffs... with this guy u experience all the extremes of life...u can be super sad but u can also be super happy... well, i can really understand her blog, im in the same situation... but we're with the different perspective.... i may be seeing the bird's eye view of things and life of whatz going to happen... if just in case couple settle down... but my friend is somewhat seeing the rear view of everything, but inside me, i envy her (see my previous blog).. wish i would not always feel that im gettin' older and need to be in... y'know what i mean.. feels like its the only choice i have to make, and the only move i have to make so my life could have a direction... my world seems to just end with him, him, him.... when can i be like her?
moving on to a different issue... joseph got mad at me last nyt... haven't receive any text massage from him till now... he even didn't let me know that he was home, after he accompany me going home... the story... (im kinda shy to tell it, because its so shallow..) kasi whenever hinahatid nya ako pauwi.. and malapit na sa street namin, pag nag-ask n sya s driver bumababa... feeling ko bumubulong lang sya, parang waste of time kasi nde naman maririnig... tapos uulitin na naman nya kasi nga mahina... tapos ilang ulit ko nang sinasabi sa kanya na lakasan nya... he asked me, "lumampas ba tayo?" i answered. "hindi", he said, "what's the big deal? as long as hindi nman lumalampas, hayaan mo na ako, ako na bahala." with the stubborn me, i picked up an argument... over that silly thing... i also know that i already got to his nerves na din, because i'm arguing with him over this Testimonial his friend had with him, kasi it feels like she just copied my testi, and the nerve, feeling a real lady whenever shes with my guy... but honestly, this girl has been good to me, i've been with her in baguio, during their barkada outing... it's just that... well... im jealous... wag naman sana sya magsawa sa akin, sa over na pagseselos ko. sabi nga nya kagabi, ang "OA" ko daw, hehehe, nde ako nagalit when he told me that, kasi tutoo naman eh. nakukunsensya nga ko, sa mga ginagawa ko, kasi nun tym na may sakit ako, he was the one who gave me food, he would even boil egg for me, para daw lumabas na lahat ng bulu2ng ko, hehe, ang dami nga, lalo na sa face, sana lang walang scar... tapos he bought me medicines pa, as in asikaso to the max, tapos gaganituhin ko pa. nakakaasar ba talaga ako? tinanong ko pa... he will be havin' a company outing this weekend, and syempre, inggit na naman ako sa kanya, hindi ako kasama kasi company outing nga eh... but @ the back of my mind, why can't he let me join him, kasi ba gagastus lang sya pag sinama nya ako? but why dun sa iba kong friends, they can and they let their partners go with them during company outing, ayaw ba nya ako kasama? i wonder? but i have this answer, maybe, if its ok to bring me during this outing... he would tell himself, "wag na lang, hindi lang ako mag-e-enjoy pag kasama sya, kasi magseselos lang sya ng magseselos, kahit s simpleng pakikipag-usap ko sa babae, may ibig sabihin na s kanya", maybe he would say that to himself... i just had this thought, and i know its possible... but i just hope, hindi na lang pwede magsama kaya hindi nya ako masama.. kasi may budget... but i heard from him before, may mga managers na nagsasama ng family, and when i asked, "bakit sila, nagsasama, ako hindi mo sinasama?" he answered. "manager ba ako?" wala supalpal na namn ako, sad... which is true, he really has a point... kaya lang... i dunno... im so miserable.. after my depression last 2001, feeling ko, i cant get out of it, esp. my insecurities toward my relationship. i know this is a poison... kaya lang ang hirap kinakain na nya ako. i just Pray, bahala na si God.
Here naman sa work, tambak ang mga gagawin ko, lahat ng tao demanding, kaya yesterday, i wasnt able to even visit my email and my blog. early lunch daw ako, at wala akong kasama dito sa room, kaya ayun, i was able to sneak, and make this..
they told me, i lose weight, sana tutoo... when i checked the scale i lose 4kg... that's fabulous! but its not easy to get sick, im so restless when i got chicken pox and i was so sad, i had fever and i even can't take a bath...
well, im back in the circulation again, i can blog thoughts again, and i'm happy... i just hope na magbati na lang kami ni joseph before the day ends... should i text him? what should i do... my pride is eating me din eh... bahala na mamaya... (",)

sentiments

fresh from the blog of my friend tina. i envy her towards her feeling bout marriage, i can see myself in the opposite direction, like im in another world. i wish we could exchange lanes, argh.. how i wish...
i dont have the appetite i used to have before, good for me coz i will be losing some excess weight (which i really need). i dunno if its from the coffee i drank yesterday or maybe what i was feeling yesterday (it extended). but im not feeling what i was feeling yesterday... talked w/ my guy bout it... u know using my best actress lines (hehe).. of cors he knows me already and explained everything to me again... wish also that im not the jealous type. i also hate this fu@#ing feeling.. feling so different.. feeling insecure and all.. feeling bored, etcetera...etcetera..
this is my dilemna.... everybody has one, right?

working..

i finally got the chance to write my blogs, like graffitti..
need to pee..
am back..
i watched this movie last night, a chinese movie of Ken of F4, entitled Sky of Love, i know its a fiction movie, but i kinda like it, me and my dormate kathy watched it and so we slept at 1am.
i was here in the office early, had my usual routine of breakfast, were kinda happy and cool in the office because our boss is out of the country, hehe.. but she'll be back on monday.
i was busy this morning inputting lots of PRF.
y'know im wearing a skirt right now, and it feels good that after such as long time i was able to wear one, hehe..
my bf is inspecting some business in lucena city, and i kinda miss him but at the same time i have this feeling of jealousy... hmmm i dunno if i should write why...but maybe i need some secrets to keep
i am a jealous type, i know that, and i admit it. so how far should i let lose of my jealousy? is it bad for our relationship, i know sometimes im being shallow.. because im a bit paranoid, sometimes i dont understand myself either.. but most of the time i have this feeling to let it go, let my partner know that i am jealous...sometimes he's being "pikon" already because he said im being unreasonable.. i know deep inside that i am being, but i cant control what i am feeling.. im writing this, its because im also bothered.. i don't want me to continue feeling this way. though now, i could say that i am confident with what i have, with what i have achieved... but maybe, i don't know.. or maybe not enough? do i expect a lot?
we're not in a fight or something.. i just want to share things that happenned and is sometimes still happening to me. do other girls feel the same way with their partners? i wonder? why are some girls so confident bout themselves? my partner doesnt make me feel this way, so why do i? i know he loves me and i can feel and see it.. hmmm... i have to find out myself and also pray for it, lift it up to the LORD, He knows all.

hmmmmmm..

scribble, squibble, dribble...
dunno what to say or do, but lots in mind..
had a nice day yesterday, no office.. had my laundry, had my body scrubbed, had a home hair wax, feels good. i want a hair cut, but dont know what style to have, want to have some bangs kaya lang, feels like maarte for me, should i stick with my as usual hairstyle or not be afraid with some changes. feeling ko kasi pag nag-pa- bangs ako makikiuso lang ako sa Milan eh, though i haven't seen the movie yet, lots of my friends says, after watching the movie, they feel like wanting to change their hairstyle and have some bangs, grabeh ha..
and so, i thought should i or should i not? seems a big problem to me huh? funny how simple things become so mindful.. and so seriously taken...hmmm, what else can i talk about..
oh, i was, this morning also busy posting pics in my cyber photo album, posting solo pix for my friends, had an album which is linked here.
need to logout now...need to finish some stuffs... till next blog.. (",)

GRease to Surviving

Great Tips of Life

1. LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND
To move ahead in the future, you must free yourself from the past.
Clear up those cobwebs that bring nothing but gloom into your life.
The bad experiences, hurts, heartaches and miseries.

2. UNLOAD EXCESS BAGGAGE
As a rolling stone in life, you gather too much moss. You collect
mountains of material possessions that take up too much of your
space
and time. Edit your belongings. Life will be so much easier if you
travel light.

3. START WITH A CLEAN SLATE
It is better to start a painting on a clean canvas. Bathe your life
and spruce up your act. Cleanse your soul and purify your spirit.
And kick
those bad habits away!

4. SHARPEN YOUR PENCILS
Be properly equipped. Your success depends on your keen sense on
intuition, preparedness and dedicated work. Keep your aptitudes
honed,
willingness ready and mind always sharp.

5. GET EXCITED
The excitement you get from life depends upon how excited you are to
live it. Anticipate great things to come. Feel that you deserve
them.
Always expect nothing less than the very best!

6. HAVE A GREAT ATTITUDE
Your attitude affects your state of mind and overall disposition. It
determines how you act and react to people and situations. Have a
great, new attitude to reach higher altitudes.

7. DWELL ON THE POSITIVE
There is nothing to be gained from wasting your time on negative
things. Sift the good from the bad. See the blessings, not the
miseries. Look at life through rose-colored glasses. Seek beauty,
nobility and truth!

8. KNOW WHAT YOU WANT
If you don't know what you want, you'll never get it. You'll never
hit
the target if you don't know what and where it is. Know your goal
and set your heart and eyes on it.

9. BE IN THE RIGHT PLACE
To succeed, you have to be in the right place. It is ridiculous to
sell beachwear at the winter ski resort. Go to the right places.
Get intothe right circles. And be there at the right time!

10. DRESS UP FOR SUCCESS
What you project is what people see. You reveal your personality
through your attire and the way you carry yourself. Dress up in
clean,
comfortable and proper clothes. You have only three seconds to make
that crucial first impression!

11. GET OUTSIDE SUPPORT
You cannot fully succeed by doing it all alone. No man is an island
and you cannot be educated enough to know it all. Employ the help
of others. And strive to win their all important trust and moral
support!

12. GIVE IT TO GET IT
To get it, you must give it away. The most important things in life
operate by the Law of Cause and Effect. Love, happiness,
understanding, compassion, even money-you must give them
away first before you can receive them. Be aware that the law
works on negative things, too cause misery and it will strike back
at you!

13. LIVE IN THE MOMENT
Yesterday is gone; tomorrow is yet to come. You only have present,
the very precious now. Make hay while there is day. And do it while you
can!

14. PERSIST TILL YOU GET IT
A man died and found himself in front of St. Peter at the gates of
heaven. He saw cars, appliances and wonderful things dumped on top
of the clouds. He asked, "St. Peter, please tell me. What are those
things?" St. Peter replied, "Those things were ordered by some
people
on earth but they hung up before we could ask where to have them
delivered". Don't give up. Try and try until you exceed!

15. SHARE YOUR BOUNTIES
Life showers us with glorious gifts. The tallest and biggest castle
in the world becomes a lonely prison if you have no one to share it
with. Share your bounties; share your time. Show you care by doing
your share!

16. HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR
Cry and you cry alone, laugh and the world laughs with you! Keep
your sense of humor. Laugh and stay wonderfully sane. Most importantly,
learn to laugh at your mistakes!

17. KEEP YOUR CHILDLIKE WONDER
Keep that childlike wonder. Live with wide-eyed enthusiasm. Be in
constant awe. Never permit yourself to be dull or jaded. Experience
everything as if it was your first time to experience it.

18. FLEX YOUR BODY
Your body is the temple of your soul. Make it powerful, and strong
to weather any storm. Feed it well. Keep it neat, healthy and
well
maintained. Move that body and flex those muscles. Don't be a
couch
potato; be alive and be on the go!

19. FEED YOUR MIND
A computer is only as good as the data you program into it. Update
your knowledge. Delete bad past programming. Read, research and learn.
Perform mental gymnastics. The most brilliant crown you can wear is an
intelligent mind!

20. BELIEVE IN MIRACLES
For anything to happen, you must believe that it will. A shadow of a
doubt is enough to prevent it from becoming true. You've got to have
faith in your heart and unwavering belief that God will provide what
your heart desires. Believe in miracle and with God's blessings it will come true.

"You make a LIVING of what you've GOT but You make a LIFE
with what you GIVE...: - )"

what to blog?

friendster, is it a site suppose to meet good people, nah, maybe not all the time. i have this person who requested me to be his friend, so i accepted, there's no harm meeting new people, right? after approval, he already send messages of asking me out, ah, now way! im in a relationship, i dont like my partner to do the same. anyways, its like everyday he send me messages and just recently, he's being nasty, and just asked me if i believe in One night Stand, damn, i don't know him and........ he's a fool or what? i replied: please don't ever send me non-sense messages. then he goes, "ur being hypocrite everybody experience that", and i go, "ur talking nonsense, dont act as if u know everything, coz u dont, those who believe one night stand are only those who doesn't believe in love" then as fast as i can, i deleted him in my friend's list, he is soooo feeling.... so feeling, that i accepted him as a friend, he thought that i could go out w/ him, the nerve, he doesnt even have the looks (from his pic @ friendster), but most esp. he doesnt have the personality and character. (sigh)
now i know its not ok to just accept invitation in friendster from people u dont really know, one should truly be your friend.
moving on.. received a call from a friend in college... there she goes again, asking me, when will i get married, damn, when will they stop asking me the same questions, they're pressuring me, aaahhhhh! so nakakainis... and she goes... "baka maunahan ka pa namin" kainis, im not feeling inis sa kanya, but the fact that im still not getting married. "PWEDE BA, TO ALL THOSE FOLKS WHO WANTS TO ASK ME, WHEN WILL I GET MARRIED, MY ANSWER, JUST WAIT, ILL LET U KNOW, AND DON'T ASK ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN! ASK MY BOYFRIEND!" And one thing's for sure, dont worry guys, whatever happens, I WILL GET MARRIED, OK? doesn't matter how old i am @ that time..
what's the rush? now im gettin' deppressed, can somebody help? im nowhere to be found, ahuhuhuhu.... sad..... sad....

some tests....

hey u guys take this quiz... so funny... open d page..
http://test3.thespark.com/sextest/sex.cgi

87 Months

87 months of being together
87 celebrations
2,647 daYS to remember
how long will be the continuation..

i accidentally delete my blogs

such a disaster...i accidentally deleted my blogs just an hour ago, i tried hard to retrive, but below are the only ones i got.... wasted my time...
have not done anything in the office need to print report

[ Tue Feb 17, 03:52:19 PM | sede nanaram | edit ]
hongkong...australia
why are my college friends working ABROAD? i dunno if i envy them, but i really am happy for them, but it feels like im left behind, u know that feeling? at this age, i should have gotten my own place, my own car and what the heck, not a single place or car... i have this feeling maybe am still not matured enough or still kinda wonderin where i will be heading? Gosh, i really wish i knew what i really wanted in my life just before graduating college. i know i should be thankful with what i have, but sometimes it feels like i have not done enough and had not received enough... i know i should always count my blessings, or im just the ambitious type.
i can say that im happy but not satisfied, i dont know if im making sense here or i just go emotional? hmmmm... this is just one of those rare times i think about my career... what's ahead of me? where am i going? do i really have a good future? just what i said in my previous blog, i had many things in my mind, want to do many things but have not started yet, not a single step of making all those goals come true..
yes, i know i get to buy things that i need, but its seldom that i buy the things that i want becoz u know i need to budget, i need to save, i need to deposit money in my savings account (a very important thing i learned when i loss my job), and one more thing, i remind myself to just live within my means.
just after lunch i payed my credit card though i haven't receive my billing yet, i just want to make sure that when it arrives, its only a statement of my purchases and the date that i already payed the stuffs that i bought...im happy just doing that and being responsible for what has been given to me...
that's all folks....U
[ Tue Feb 17, 10:43:30 AM | sede nanaram | edit ]
hunnyqt tins
URL: http://www.danheller.com/images/Europe/England/London/People/Couples/img13.html
am so glad that Tina and B are back in each other's arms. hope it will be for good. Both of them have learned their lesson well, i know..
i know they truly love each other, if i can only see them..
[ Tue Feb 17, 10:35:30 AM | sede nanaram | edit ]
chikka'd my friends
nice try... i chikka'd my friends to have a sneak on my blogs. i wish they would read..haha! i also wish that they could write their own, find time and share details with their lives.. me, i post some, but some i don't some are secrets to keep, but i still have a diary w/ me, u know journals and the likes.
ei, what's wrong with friendster, i can't get through or may be its just our server.
(shouts!) i want to lose weight.. seems evrybody's losing and i don't..that's sad..
its rea's birthday by the way, and she's still not here.. she's on a half day, will be here this afternoon. hope she treats us, hehehe..
want to watch some movies, wasn't able to watch yesterday, had grocery with my bf.
wants to buy a new pair of nike...just like the one i see in the new advertisement here in the underpass of ayala. i like it, its kewl!
but i need to save, u know, live w/in my means..
so many plans inside my head, but have not started yet, not a single thing.
oh, i need to get back to work now, so many files and things to clean-up.
ciao!
[ Mon Feb 16, 01:56:38 PM | sede nanaram | edit ]
a very lazy monday (ohum..)
ohum...its a very lazy monday for me, need more sleep...worked yesterday for sommerset hotel, though i enjoyed it and bought some melawares for my mom.
at the church yesterday somebody approached and asked if we could attend a seminar for couples, we just stared and accept the flyer given to us, even registered his name, but not stating my name in the wife's area, coz were both single (kind of make me think... he still doesn't want to be mistaken as a married person...sad..) when i asked why he didn't put my name in the wife's area, he answered that its becoz we're still single.. not married yet, he will say that maybe they would think that we're fooling them...made me "tampo" niwei a chils approached us as if tellin' that its time to have a child (O, God i really want to have a baby now, but what can i do, am still not yet married)
At home we watched Italian Job (DVD) nice movie
Got back to the dorm and slept.

2day had my lunch at the mall, sizzling bangus, liked it! bought myself some wheat bread then head back to the office. have not worked enough today because i feel lazy and sleepy.
want to watch movie 2nyt with some friends, ill try...
anyways this is all for now, ciao!
[ Fri Feb 13, 06:14:57 PM | sede nanaram | edit ]
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY GUYS!