- Moods can really get in to you, you really get upset/disappointed/worried about certain things.. Uncertainty, how life can be- risky and the likes- pours your mind and is about to explode. People tend to pressure themselves to attain such goals, well of course, we all want to win, life can be, the survival of the fittest.
- Why are we sometimes ON(ed) in melancholy mode?
- I don’t feel like eating chocolates, but the ref’s full of kisses.. and I can’t resist them.. so what’s holding me?
- My OB said to slow down on carb, I’ve been gaining 6lbs/month consistently, hmpf!
- My baby’s starting to kick my belly! It feels good.. there really is JOY inside.
- Sometimes talaga, pasaway ang mga parents!
- I sooooo miss my hubby, hope I can embrace him.
- I hope our prayers be answered.
- Don’t get me wrong, am happy being pregnant, but when friends from friendsters begin to upload new pix from their vacae/summer getaway, I can’t help but envy them.. how can I again wear my swimsuit? Would it be the same body as it was before? I also looove the sceneries and views they all last went to.. of course I can also go to those places, the problem is.. I can’t really travel to places that long (now), my booties usually feels numb and I tend to urinate from time to time.
- It’s hard to watch tv, when your remote control bugged down, asar!
- I love to play chess again.
- I read the National Structural Code of the Philippines, and I enjoy it.
- My baby loves Mozart and the voice of his/her dad (earlier recorded).
- I like Fred of the PBB teen ed., hehehehe..
- Thank God, my PC is a-ok!
- Am excited for Joan’s and Emz’s Wedding!
- Looking forward for my baby’s Baby Shower, where will I hold it kaya?
- I I miss reading tins, Ariane and Tiepee's blogs.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
drama, drama, drama
yes, drama... and lotza drama.
it occurs in our daily being, not being in the mood to go to the city, then make up for pretext to get what you really wanted.
what's wrong with gettin' what you want?
it may only be wrong if you're giving some despondency to your loved-ones or to some.
or maybe you abandon the things you ought to do, manage to be an enhanced individual.
a profound persona as time goes by and become wiser, the longer you stay in this life.
and what happens to all sorts of lesson you learned while having the same heartache other people gave you?
it may really seem incomprehensible, but at times life sometimes really is unfair.
i really don't know why i'm in the mood to write sad thoughts.. a drama, you may call, but i ain't poignant. i'm not even sad, i guess i just want to write these...
ow! i can be an actress, or maybe someone who can reinvent fiction.
it occurs in our daily being, not being in the mood to go to the city, then make up for pretext to get what you really wanted.
what's wrong with gettin' what you want?
it may only be wrong if you're giving some despondency to your loved-ones or to some.
or maybe you abandon the things you ought to do, manage to be an enhanced individual.
a profound persona as time goes by and become wiser, the longer you stay in this life.
and what happens to all sorts of lesson you learned while having the same heartache other people gave you?
it may really seem incomprehensible, but at times life sometimes really is unfair.
i really don't know why i'm in the mood to write sad thoughts.. a drama, you may call, but i ain't poignant. i'm not even sad, i guess i just want to write these...
ow! i can be an actress, or maybe someone who can reinvent fiction.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Scatterbrained me
really don't understand at all..
eversince been 2x to the hospital (i rather not disclose the details what has transpired), i have been sooo forgetful
i don't remember the last email addie i put in this group i joined, kaasar and the worse is sometimes i forget the word am just about to type.. hmmmpfff!
am annoyed not to mention agitated with this so-not-me behavior.. i knew mahself as one who don't easily forget.
oh, well, maybe the cliche's true, anaesthesia (i hope i spelled it right) works but they it leaves a bad effect of being scatterbrained, waaaaahhhh!
is there any way, this wont blow so fast on me? any tips or suggestions? do i need to take some vitamins so my brain would work the same as it was before?
or am i just gettin' older?
Sunday, August 28, 2005
a memorable day..
Got the pix from a friend's webshot
and yes... i tied the knot.... sowee guys... (har,har, har)
The Bride and the Groom
and yes... i tied the knot.... sowee guys... (har,har, har)
The Bride and the Groom
Monday, July 25, 2005
my three's from Teng!
* Three names i go by:
1. Edez
2. Edes
3. Zede
*Three screen names i had
1. edezther
2. sede_nanaram
3. edes
*Three physical thungs i like bout myself
1. eyes
2.butt (har!har!, asset!)
3.blunt
*Three physical things i don't like bout myself
1.hot-tempered
2.impatient
3.small sized feet
*Three parts of my heritage
1.espanola
2.chinese
3.filipino
*Three things that scare me
1.hell
2.being along
3.separation
*Three of my everyday essential
1. lip balm
2.tissue
3.bible
*Three of fave musical artists
1.beethoven (for now..)
2. MOZART (for now again...hehehe..)
3.Usher
*Three of my fave songs
1. the prayer (eversince i got married)
2. ill make love to u (boys2men)
3. beautiful people (mariah carey)
*Three things i want in a relationship
1. loyalty & faithfulness (do they have the sam meaning?)
2.honesty
3.prayer
*Three lies and truths
(hmmm... thse kept me thinking)
1.Vatican is a sacred city
2.hell is here
3.there's reincarnation
1.God is omni-potent
2.opportunity knocks twice
3.we all need life's lesson
*Three physical things about the opposite sex that attracts me
1. chest/torso
2.eyes
3.height & teeth
*Three of my fave hobbies
1.chatting
2.reading
3.cleaning
*Three things i want to do really badly now
1.take a vacae
2.watch tv the whole day
2.travel
*Three carrers i considered
1.flight attendant (would u believe, a technical person like me?)
2.doctor (i think every child though bout taking that)
3.Engineer
*Three places for my vacae
1.HK (want to see the new built disneyland!)
2.Bora!
3.tokyo
*Three kids name i like
1.ethan
2.james
3.eirene
*Three things i want to do before i die
1. served my purpose-spread God's good news
2. have children and grandchildren
3. be prosperous
*Three ways that am stereotypically am a boi!
1.am an engineer
2.i manage property
3. i always wear pants
***cant finish everything tins..but will be back
*mwuah*
1. Edez
2. Edes
3. Zede
*Three screen names i had
1. edezther
2. sede_nanaram
3. edes
*Three physical thungs i like bout myself
1. eyes
2.butt (har!har!, asset!)
3.blunt
*Three physical things i don't like bout myself
1.hot-tempered
2.impatient
3.small sized feet
*Three parts of my heritage
1.espanola
2.chinese
3.filipino
*Three things that scare me
1.hell
2.being along
3.separation
*Three of my everyday essential
1. lip balm
2.tissue
3.bible
*Three of fave musical artists
1.beethoven (for now..)
2. MOZART (for now again...hehehe..)
3.Usher
*Three of my fave songs
1. the prayer (eversince i got married)
2. ill make love to u (boys2men)
3. beautiful people (mariah carey)
*Three things i want in a relationship
1. loyalty & faithfulness (do they have the sam meaning?)
2.honesty
3.prayer
*Three lies and truths
(hmmm... thse kept me thinking)
1.Vatican is a sacred city
2.hell is here
3.there's reincarnation
1.God is omni-potent
2.opportunity knocks twice
3.we all need life's lesson
*Three physical things about the opposite sex that attracts me
1. chest/torso
2.eyes
3.height & teeth
*Three of my fave hobbies
1.chatting
2.reading
3.cleaning
*Three things i want to do really badly now
1.take a vacae
2.watch tv the whole day
2.travel
*Three carrers i considered
1.flight attendant (would u believe, a technical person like me?)
2.doctor (i think every child though bout taking that)
3.Engineer
*Three places for my vacae
1.HK (want to see the new built disneyland!)
2.Bora!
3.tokyo
*Three kids name i like
1.ethan
2.james
3.eirene
*Three things i want to do before i die
1. served my purpose-spread God's good news
2. have children and grandchildren
3. be prosperous
*Three ways that am stereotypically am a boi!
1.am an engineer
2.i manage property
3. i always wear pants
***cant finish everything tins..but will be back
*mwuah*
Friday, July 01, 2005
The New Life...
it's been a while really..
i missed writing..but now that i'm in front and had the chance..
i can't seem to think what to write..
Should i be writing bout my busy life now?
or should i be talking bout my career?
how bout the last movie i watched?
*MARRIED LIFE*
I tell you, it really is not easy.. but once you're in..you'll definitely enjoy it.. i enjoy every minuteam with my hubby...
the chores..I do the laundry-- feels like i do almost 200% of what iusually do when i was a maiden (hahahaha!a maiden..)I also clean the room, you know it really is automatic..you don't know what force drives you to do the thingsyou need to do.. am such a lazy lass... but if could only see menow... i'm a transformed Edez!I take good care of what he needs to wear in the office, i meaneverything.. and i should say, i looove doing it, and what makesit more exciting? It's that, he a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e-s it, heappreciates me... and it feels good!i think, im more in love with him now... (giggles!)
*WORK, WORK, WORK*
I'm assigned to another project now... onesaid, that'll be a good opportunity for me (did i got that spelled right?)hope it would.. and i just hope i could contributein a biggie way. thanks for the favor, Mr. President.
*MONEY*
Ow! I must say, we really need to save, the last project was not that good..but what's important is the Lesson we were both able to learn..and we really just hope that there will be more projects to come.. otherwise wewill go abroad (i think everybody's thinkin' that way now, esp. if you look@ our economy)
*NOW YOU ASK ME*
am i on the way?dunno, really..me & my hubby checked last night...just 3 drops of it.. then a single line came..after a minute...another line... but not as BOLD as the first one..i really don't know what to think, or what to feel..but am 4days delayed... Haaay, sana!
*FRIENDS, FRIENDS*
I sooo missed them...
These were the last news..
my roomates
* i think Kate's already involved..
* Kath's pretty busy with her review (wish her luck)
* Jaq's happy with her bf and career
* Maibz busy with her Job and MA
my CEMEX Friends
* Ron just had his birthday and is hopeful to find Ms. Right
* Emz already has her lovelife
* Tins... i hope she's happy, but i guess she's busy with her career..
* Tessa i also hope she's happy, i know she's busy preparing for her birthday concert (Yadah!)
Barkada
* Jen's totally in loove with her guy
* Maan's still inlove with Xander (I think)
* Mah sister (Eseng) is already with her husband in dubai, and they're so happy! with Matthew their son
* Cyn's happy with Lord
* Alma's busy saving so she could get home this dec.
Current Officemates
* Joan's pregnant now
* Tin's gaining weight
* Aaron's gonna marry Joan
* Maie's not soo happy with her bf's set-up
* Milo left the company
* etc... etc...
i missed writing..but now that i'm in front and had the chance..
i can't seem to think what to write..
Should i be writing bout my busy life now?
or should i be talking bout my career?
how bout the last movie i watched?
*MARRIED LIFE*
I tell you, it really is not easy.. but once you're in..you'll definitely enjoy it.. i enjoy every minuteam with my hubby...
the chores..I do the laundry-- feels like i do almost 200% of what iusually do when i was a maiden (hahahaha!a maiden..)I also clean the room, you know it really is automatic..you don't know what force drives you to do the thingsyou need to do.. am such a lazy lass... but if could only see menow... i'm a transformed Edez!I take good care of what he needs to wear in the office, i meaneverything.. and i should say, i looove doing it, and what makesit more exciting? It's that, he a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e-s it, heappreciates me... and it feels good!i think, im more in love with him now... (giggles!)
*WORK, WORK, WORK*
I'm assigned to another project now... onesaid, that'll be a good opportunity for me (did i got that spelled right?)hope it would.. and i just hope i could contributein a biggie way. thanks for the favor, Mr. President.
*MONEY*
Ow! I must say, we really need to save, the last project was not that good..but what's important is the Lesson we were both able to learn..and we really just hope that there will be more projects to come.. otherwise wewill go abroad (i think everybody's thinkin' that way now, esp. if you look@ our economy)
*NOW YOU ASK ME*
am i on the way?dunno, really..me & my hubby checked last night...just 3 drops of it.. then a single line came..after a minute...another line... but not as BOLD as the first one..i really don't know what to think, or what to feel..but am 4days delayed... Haaay, sana!
*FRIENDS, FRIENDS*
I sooo missed them...
These were the last news..
my roomates
* i think Kate's already involved..
* Kath's pretty busy with her review (wish her luck)
* Jaq's happy with her bf and career
* Maibz busy with her Job and MA
my CEMEX Friends
* Ron just had his birthday and is hopeful to find Ms. Right
* Emz already has her lovelife
* Tins... i hope she's happy, but i guess she's busy with her career..
* Tessa i also hope she's happy, i know she's busy preparing for her birthday concert (Yadah!)
Barkada
* Jen's totally in loove with her guy
* Maan's still inlove with Xander (I think)
* Mah sister (Eseng) is already with her husband in dubai, and they're so happy! with Matthew their son
* Cyn's happy with Lord
* Alma's busy saving so she could get home this dec.
Current Officemates
* Joan's pregnant now
* Tin's gaining weight
* Aaron's gonna marry Joan
* Maie's not soo happy with her bf's set-up
* Milo left the company
* etc... etc...
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Que Sera Sera..
yes whatever will be will be...
the future's not ours to see, que sera sera...a cliche'
been through a lot!
sometimes life's full of SHIT!
and i mean shit!
i can be ur very deary biatch.. and i can be the worst ever biatch u can find...
but there's also this lousy stupid f_cking bitch!
does taking the plunge means taking the risk?
it just doesnt end there... and what the f_ck... do people do with their lives?
i know what is mine.. and i know how to get it...but i am always willing to set it free..if it likes to..
but no matter how much i wanted to let go.. the pain seems to be so visible..so transparent...ahhh! the agony of it..
if only i can change the world...
i never thought i can go this far?
is this really me, i am seeing in themirror?
a lot has changed...
there's nothing new with me.. the same thing could be expected of me..
but something in me has changed...i went through maturity...and its way beyond ur imagination...carrying through it was "wow!"
i may be s gurl like in ur telenovelas but c'est la vie!
that's the way life goes...
sometimes u move, sometimes you're stagnant...sometimes you're paranois and sometimes you're a pain in the *ss!
i dont anymore know what to say...
i will be clearer later...
sorry for keepin u thinkin'
(i may assume)
the future's not ours to see, que sera sera...a cliche'
been through a lot!
sometimes life's full of SHIT!
and i mean shit!
i can be ur very deary biatch.. and i can be the worst ever biatch u can find...
but there's also this lousy stupid f_cking bitch!
does taking the plunge means taking the risk?
it just doesnt end there... and what the f_ck... do people do with their lives?
i know what is mine.. and i know how to get it...but i am always willing to set it free..if it likes to..
but no matter how much i wanted to let go.. the pain seems to be so visible..so transparent...ahhh! the agony of it..
if only i can change the world...
i never thought i can go this far?
is this really me, i am seeing in themirror?
a lot has changed...
there's nothing new with me.. the same thing could be expected of me..
but something in me has changed...i went through maturity...and its way beyond ur imagination...carrying through it was "wow!"
i may be s gurl like in ur telenovelas but c'est la vie!
that's the way life goes...
sometimes u move, sometimes you're stagnant...sometimes you're paranois and sometimes you're a pain in the *ss!
i dont anymore know what to say...
i will be clearer later...
sorry for keepin u thinkin'
(i may assume)
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Official........................
Yes, i could announce it (Tins, i know matagal mo na to hinihintay..)
I'm Engaged.
...
Some Dilemnas
2. There are lots of things to do...
3. and the big day is this May!
4. Don't want Wedding booo booos...
5. still have many questions..
looks like i need help.. actually i have lots of things to say..
lots of questions to ask.. but this is all i can write for now..
i actually dunno how to start...hmmmmm....
nakaka-kaba...
am i really ready for this?
I'm Engaged.
...
Some Dilemnas
2. There are lots of things to do...
3. and the big day is this May!
4. Don't want Wedding booo booos...
5. still have many questions..
looks like i need help.. actually i have lots of things to say..
lots of questions to ask.. but this is all i can write for now..
i actually dunno how to start...hmmmmm....
nakaka-kaba...
am i really ready for this?
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
On a Night Like this..........
On a Sabado night, when no one is available to accompany me on a gimik....
No one's available, from my room-mates, to my officemates, to other friends.. down to my boyfriend...
B-O-R-I-N-G! ayt?
Not so fast... lets, rewind....
I was really bored last Saturday.. Ojie's not available for he has his own gimik.. my other friends even has their own gimiks... then i finally decided to blog... i went here in an internet cafe.. and waited for the long line to use the PC.. then i decided, why not call my other friends from CEMEX?
That would be nice, ayt? So i called Tins and Tessa... and they told me, they're @ Rockwell, and
up i went, as fast as i could.
So later that night, i produced my own gimik! Hay sa wakas!
We met sa rockwell, then went to G4 to watch Oceans12... oh! how i loooooved
BRAT PITT!
I actually became Mrs. Pitt! hahahaha! dream on!
'Bout the movie... it's a bit boring.. but they are right... Catherine Zeta Jones was
sooo Drop Dead Gorgeous!
I was really happy to see Tessa and Tins.. i finally somehow caught up with how they have been doing.
Things Learned:
1. "We barely Fight" Thanks to Leng.. earlier that night..Tins and Leng met at Rockwell, had i known it.. siguro i met her too... Tins asked Leng, "Ano naman ang napag-aawayan nyo ni Pao?" Leng anwered, "We rarely fight eh.." That's the answer.. how we wish we could answer that when somebody asks us, di ba? so matured.. nakakatuwa.
(an SATC Conversation happens from Rockwell going to G4, hahaha!)
2. "What do you get from fighting?" Tessa asked.. Tins answered.." yung sarap ng lambing", Tin's right, but Tessa has a point... hindi sya maganda.. we should learn to control our emotions.. lalo na if you have my age... huhuhu.. tanda na kasi, isip bata pa, hahaha!
I learned things from really young people.. i'm so happy to know that they think, act and feel so matured.. i adore them.. i even envy the confidence they have.. i wish i could be like them...
No one's available, from my room-mates, to my officemates, to other friends.. down to my boyfriend...
B-O-R-I-N-G! ayt?
Not so fast... lets, rewind....
I was really bored last Saturday.. Ojie's not available for he has his own gimik.. my other friends even has their own gimiks... then i finally decided to blog... i went here in an internet cafe.. and waited for the long line to use the PC.. then i decided, why not call my other friends from CEMEX?
That would be nice, ayt? So i called Tins and Tessa... and they told me, they're @ Rockwell, and
up i went, as fast as i could.
So later that night, i produced my own gimik! Hay sa wakas!
We met sa rockwell, then went to G4 to watch Oceans12... oh! how i loooooved
BRAT PITT!
I actually became Mrs. Pitt! hahahaha! dream on!
'Bout the movie... it's a bit boring.. but they are right... Catherine Zeta Jones was
sooo Drop Dead Gorgeous!
I was really happy to see Tessa and Tins.. i finally somehow caught up with how they have been doing.
Things Learned:
1. "We barely Fight" Thanks to Leng.. earlier that night..Tins and Leng met at Rockwell, had i known it.. siguro i met her too... Tins asked Leng, "Ano naman ang napag-aawayan nyo ni Pao?" Leng anwered, "We rarely fight eh.." That's the answer.. how we wish we could answer that when somebody asks us, di ba? so matured.. nakakatuwa.
(an SATC Conversation happens from Rockwell going to G4, hahaha!)
2. "What do you get from fighting?" Tessa asked.. Tins answered.." yung sarap ng lambing", Tin's right, but Tessa has a point... hindi sya maganda.. we should learn to control our emotions.. lalo na if you have my age... huhuhu.. tanda na kasi, isip bata pa, hahaha!
I learned things from really young people.. i'm so happy to know that they think, act and feel so matured.. i adore them.. i even envy the confidence they have.. i wish i could be like them...
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Welcome 2005 (My Thanksgiving and thoughts)
Oh, yeah! another year had passed... time really flies so fast..
little did i know that Tins changed her webby (again), same thing with
Ariane..
What happenned?
I'm so lost with the blogging world..
Two months had passed since i was not able to update.. but i
missed alot, feels like, i missed a year or so..
So now, it's another year. And i pray that this year would be
the most promising year that i would have.. may it be in my career,
family life.. lovelife, social life and many others.. i expect alot and i mean
a lot to come my way... oh, well, not just for me, but to those i love and
treasure.. to all the friends i have.. to those i cherish and those who truly cares..
my best wishes and prayers!
I'm really being positive with what will happen to my life..
for the past 4 years of me, i think i have been so pessimistic.. i have never
really believed that good things could actually happen to me.. but they did!
What really struck me most was what happenned to my career.. t'was a bliss!
Oh, lets go with my love life.. i still don't trust him that well. We still fight once in a while..
but i guess he's really being patient with my attitude (Tins, thanks for the advise!)
.. and me being patient with
my waiting.. waiting for him to marry me, hahahaha!
But i have to tell this i still have this fear of losing him.. ow! i guess everybody has that, ayt?
I hold on to prayers. I guess he's not bad after all.. oh! would i question a person who stayed
with me for 8 YEARS? Yes, you heard me right... we're on our eight(th) Year now.... hmmm what can i say... tagal na noh? sana naman.... basta!
Let's go to my family-- all i pray is that God will give my parents- Longer life.. good health..
and of course the time of their lives to worship Him and Praise Him.
With my Social life... i guess i have to work a little more on that... hehehe...
With friends! I have gained a lot, from Blogspot, to my new job and to different walks of life... I'm to thankful to be surrounded by these people.
To God, i'm so thankful for all the blessings! For the things learned in the past.. for the
sad memories.. the ache, hatred because they made me a better person, a matured one. He is continuing to MOLD me, and i'm so grateful for that.
A very wondeful year to all of us! Best of LUCK!
God bless.
little did i know that Tins changed her webby (again), same thing with
Ariane..
What happenned?
I'm so lost with the blogging world..
Two months had passed since i was not able to update.. but i
missed alot, feels like, i missed a year or so..
So now, it's another year. And i pray that this year would be
the most promising year that i would have.. may it be in my career,
family life.. lovelife, social life and many others.. i expect alot and i mean
a lot to come my way... oh, well, not just for me, but to those i love and
treasure.. to all the friends i have.. to those i cherish and those who truly cares..
my best wishes and prayers!
I'm really being positive with what will happen to my life..
for the past 4 years of me, i think i have been so pessimistic.. i have never
really believed that good things could actually happen to me.. but they did!
What really struck me most was what happenned to my career.. t'was a bliss!
Oh, lets go with my love life.. i still don't trust him that well. We still fight once in a while..
but i guess he's really being patient with my attitude (Tins, thanks for the advise!)
.. and me being patient with
my waiting.. waiting for him to marry me, hahahaha!
But i have to tell this i still have this fear of losing him.. ow! i guess everybody has that, ayt?
I hold on to prayers. I guess he's not bad after all.. oh! would i question a person who stayed
with me for 8 YEARS? Yes, you heard me right... we're on our eight(th) Year now.... hmmm what can i say... tagal na noh? sana naman.... basta!
Let's go to my family-- all i pray is that God will give my parents- Longer life.. good health..
and of course the time of their lives to worship Him and Praise Him.
With my Social life... i guess i have to work a little more on that... hehehe...
With friends! I have gained a lot, from Blogspot, to my new job and to different walks of life... I'm to thankful to be surrounded by these people.
To God, i'm so thankful for all the blessings! For the things learned in the past.. for the
sad memories.. the ache, hatred because they made me a better person, a matured one. He is continuing to MOLD me, and i'm so grateful for that.
A very wondeful year to all of us! Best of LUCK!
God bless.
Friday, December 03, 2004
some updates... (shall i call it?)
Due to uncertain events in my life..
i was not able to duly update what i need to let my friends know,
things of how ihave been doing...
These uncertain events surely did changed my decisionsin career life..
but God really is guiding me.. leaving my so-now-career was
not part of my plan this year.. but it just happenned..
just like that.. and as it turned out as i said..
it was a BLESSING..A BLESSING IN DISGUISE shall you call it.
And i'm a Property Manager now..
ill be handling some properties in theMetro or maybe in the provincial area.. One of the things i really wanted
to do for the longest time now.
And because of that.. i temporarily somehow left the blogging world..
well not really, because i tried to be updated with what's going on with my friends and somehow tried to exchage his and hellos to them...
Man, i surely missed reading.. and i really missed writting as well.
I'll be updating soon..I just would like to mention this...
Tins whatever you're going through... i know you can pass through that..i miss chatting w/ you.
Tiepee.. i missed reading your blogs.. the smiles that you give me whenever i read things about you..
Ariane.. i also missed your adventures and the liberating feeling when i read your bloG..
YOU GUYS ROCK!
** guys sorry if i have wrong grammar or spelling here... this is impromptu.. not to mention that i have a slow dial-up..
i was not able to duly update what i need to let my friends know,
things of how ihave been doing...
These uncertain events surely did changed my decisionsin career life..
but God really is guiding me.. leaving my so-now-career was
not part of my plan this year.. but it just happenned..
just like that.. and as it turned out as i said..
it was a BLESSING..A BLESSING IN DISGUISE shall you call it.
And i'm a Property Manager now..
ill be handling some properties in theMetro or maybe in the provincial area.. One of the things i really wanted
to do for the longest time now.
And because of that.. i temporarily somehow left the blogging world..
well not really, because i tried to be updated with what's going on with my friends and somehow tried to exchage his and hellos to them...
Man, i surely missed reading.. and i really missed writting as well.
I'll be updating soon..I just would like to mention this...
Tins whatever you're going through... i know you can pass through that..i miss chatting w/ you.
Tiepee.. i missed reading your blogs.. the smiles that you give me whenever i read things about you..
Ariane.. i also missed your adventures and the liberating feeling when i read your bloG..
YOU GUYS ROCK!
** guys sorry if i have wrong grammar or spelling here... this is impromptu.. not to mention that i have a slow dial-up..
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
the hole on the big baloon
I dont get it...
Why do people get so affected by other people?
to the point of being uneasy with the situation esp. whenever that person is present.
Is it because they don't jive?
Or they are too much to handle?
Or just maybe they have a strong personality?
And they are being intimidated?
It's rather sad when these people becomes judgemental of another person's doing...
at any given random situation, they will always find a way to be irritated
and say all sorts of things they wanted to say, without even thinking.
On the contrary, the other person seems unaffected!
Isn't it funny to see these people be soooo overly affected by nothing to be affected of? (hahaha! Pity!)
As another Blogger asked.. why are we being drawn to other people's lives?
Why do we always want to know what he/she has done.. mistakes in the past maybe or something
about her/his lovelife now? even her/his career or career move?
Sometimes it's funny, but this is so true and is really happening.
Oh! yesh! And welcome to the real world!
I don't know if im being transparent of my writting now,
but yes... it has something to do with me.
*****
When friends becomes Foes
Someone dear to me is experiencing this battle,
with some people in her environment.
She's just a typical college student
whose got big dreams and will do everything to
achieve them... and this thing happenned..
beacause of her innocence, she didn't know
she's heading for a disaster.
ThEse errrr...so-called friends tolerate her for doing this wrong thing.
Telling her it's fine and it's nothing but normal.. she can't
be abnormal so they say....
They're there for her for every happy moment, she
celebrated with them.. not minding the time.. not minding
the consequences that may fall into her when the time comes..
And the time comes... and all these people surrounding
her were nowhere to be found.. they blatantly.. "LEFT HER".
She's left all alone and without anybody to embrace her, not
anyone to hold her hand.
And then she came to her senses.. she needs to be back on the
right track.
She needs to leave all those problems away,
Trash all the garbage and excess baggage she has on.
She's still on the process... but i know she will be THERE SOON.
Always remember:
A Friend will always say the truth even if it hurts.
A Friend will respect but will not tolerate wrong doing.
A Friend will be there through good times and bad.
A Friend can feel what you feel.
A Friend loves at all times.
Why do people get so affected by other people?
to the point of being uneasy with the situation esp. whenever that person is present.
Is it because they don't jive?
Or they are too much to handle?
Or just maybe they have a strong personality?
And they are being intimidated?
It's rather sad when these people becomes judgemental of another person's doing...
at any given random situation, they will always find a way to be irritated
and say all sorts of things they wanted to say, without even thinking.
On the contrary, the other person seems unaffected!
Isn't it funny to see these people be soooo overly affected by nothing to be affected of? (hahaha! Pity!)
As another Blogger asked.. why are we being drawn to other people's lives?
Why do we always want to know what he/she has done.. mistakes in the past maybe or something
about her/his lovelife now? even her/his career or career move?
Sometimes it's funny, but this is so true and is really happening.
Oh! yesh! And welcome to the real world!
I don't know if im being transparent of my writting now,
but yes... it has something to do with me.
*****
When friends becomes Foes
Someone dear to me is experiencing this battle,
with some people in her environment.
She's just a typical college student
whose got big dreams and will do everything to
achieve them... and this thing happenned..
beacause of her innocence, she didn't know
she's heading for a disaster.
ThEse errrr...so-called friends tolerate her for doing this wrong thing.
Telling her it's fine and it's nothing but normal.. she can't
be abnormal so they say....
They're there for her for every happy moment, she
celebrated with them.. not minding the time.. not minding
the consequences that may fall into her when the time comes..
And the time comes... and all these people surrounding
her were nowhere to be found.. they blatantly.. "LEFT HER".
She's left all alone and without anybody to embrace her, not
anyone to hold her hand.
And then she came to her senses.. she needs to be back on the
right track.
She needs to leave all those problems away,
Trash all the garbage and excess baggage she has on.
She's still on the process... but i know she will be THERE SOON.
Always remember:
A Friend will always say the truth even if it hurts.
A Friend will respect but will not tolerate wrong doing.
A Friend will be there through good times and bad.
A Friend can feel what you feel.
A Friend loves at all times.
Monday, September 20, 2004
Emmy Awards
How's that for arriving at the Emmys?
Though she didn't bag any Award... she's still a winner, with a hottie by her side... wooohoooohooo!
I almost didn't go to work this morning coz i really wanted to see the Emmys via Satelite. Well, i'm not a fan of all those Tv Series.. but i am, with the Comedy area.. esp. SATC and Will & Grace.
I liked Cynthia Nixon's (Miranda) line, when she said..... "I, wow... I have been acting for 25 years, since i was 12, and i hope to act for another 50. But i don't think i would ever have a job like this one (referring to SATC), I MISS IT."--- she won Supporting Actress for, hmmm Comedy Series (got it right).
I was late for the office.
At least i somehow took a look of it.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Resignation
M: Do you know the latest buzz?
Me: Nope i was out yesterday, nasa field ako.
M: Mag-re-resign na daw si Sir R_ _ _ _ e.
Me: Really? Ah, maybe because he'll be leaving the
country na, coz i know he and his family will move
to Canada. Why the Sad Face?
M: Wala lang. Baka kasi till October na lang sya.
I must admit, i felt Sad too though i didn't show it.
I never thought that it would be this early,
it's a bolt from the blue disclosure. *Grimacing*
And also, now, the trepidation is eating me.
He is someone who helped me attain
a somehow peaceful life in the company.
But now that he'll be leaving.. what will happen to me?
What will happen to all our Project for Construction?
How will i be able to talk to Bidders, Contractors, Supplier, etc..
And the most painful partl, how can i be able to talk to the Boss?
We may not have a very good relationship because i
put a wall between us.
The reason being is so i can communicate
with him in a professional way.
He is someone who tries to reach out everybody.
And he is someone who is adored by everyone.
But because of my resentful attitude and sometimes "isip-bata"
he didn'teven bother to be really friends with me and he
instead became in close proximity to other people in the office.
Actually it's much better for me, i don't know,
but i thought that you will not always find the best of
friends you may have in the office... but with this experience,
i think i have proved myself wrong.
And looking back... i actually found Treasured Friends
in the Companies i have worked wih... and those
friends really have kept Open Communication
with me. And they do still care.
I should change some of my ways, i must say. *melancholy*
I wish him all the Best in his Life.. in his Family and Career.
Albeit i may not be able to say it..
Me: Nope i was out yesterday, nasa field ako.
M: Mag-re-resign na daw si Sir R_ _ _ _ e.
Me: Really? Ah, maybe because he'll be leaving the
country na, coz i know he and his family will move
to Canada. Why the Sad Face?
M: Wala lang. Baka kasi till October na lang sya.
I must admit, i felt Sad too though i didn't show it.
I never thought that it would be this early,
it's a bolt from the blue disclosure. *Grimacing*
And also, now, the trepidation is eating me.
He is someone who helped me attain
a somehow peaceful life in the company.
But now that he'll be leaving.. what will happen to me?
What will happen to all our Project for Construction?
How will i be able to talk to Bidders, Contractors, Supplier, etc..
And the most painful partl, how can i be able to talk to the Boss?
We may not have a very good relationship because i
put a wall between us.
The reason being is so i can communicate
with him in a professional way.
He is someone who tries to reach out everybody.
And he is someone who is adored by everyone.
But because of my resentful attitude and sometimes "isip-bata"
he didn'teven bother to be really friends with me and he
instead became in close proximity to other people in the office.
Actually it's much better for me, i don't know,
but i thought that you will not always find the best of
friends you may have in the office... but with this experience,
i think i have proved myself wrong.
And looking back... i actually found Treasured Friends
in the Companies i have worked wih... and those
friends really have kept Open Communication
with me. And they do still care.
I should change some of my ways, i must say. *melancholy*
I wish him all the Best in his Life.. in his Family and Career.
Albeit i may not be able to say it..
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Movies, Movies
Chasing Papi!
I watched this Movie last night,and it was so funny!
My roomate got a CD from her officemate and
we were curious about it. At first, the movie sounds like
SATC. But not quite.
Actually it's a Hollywood Cliche' movie but still
the casting and the dialogues made us laugh hard!
Who could resist these 3 lovely ladies of different
personalities and character?
The movie is a get-away-film-from-workstress.
You could actually forget how busy you had become
if you've seen this.
It's a breezy exercise in Latina Lib!
"Chasing Papi is a premarital variant of some movies, with enough jiggle to compete with The Sweetest Thing and Charlie's Angel. The sexy fun begins when well-meaning Latino lover Tomás (Eduardo Verastegui), who is by the way is really sexy, is confronted by the three girlfriends he's been wooing while traveling on business: Miami cocktail waitress Cici (Sofia Vergara)--she's a Sexy Gurl!, New York heiress Patricia (Jaci Velasquez)--The Class one!, and Chicago attorney Lorena (Roselyn Sanchez)-- one HOT, HOT Lady! have discovered Tomás's infidelity, and they're primed for payback. Their romantic revenge involves a contrived subplot of drug money, inept criminals, and an FBI agent (Lisa Vidal), but it's the allied girlfriends who steal this dim-witted fashion show. The female costars are smart, sassy, and incredibly attractive. The Script keeps the comedy on an even, good-natured keel. The laughs are sporadic at best, but Chasing Papi is a bubbly babe-fest that either gender can appreciate, but maybe most girls will"
The movie actually has a Moral Lesson: "We don't really need men to become Who we really want to Be"
*shouts to the woman of our generation*
*********
the notebook
I watched the Premier of The Notebook last Tuesday
at the Megamall. Got the tickets from my cousin who
cannot see the movie bcoz she has a trip to Bangkok (kainggit!)
The Movie was fine, maybe it's not what i really expected it to be.
I haven't read the book yet.. so i don't know what area they have changed.
But i look forward to reading it.
The movie really is cheesy, but definitely moving.
Specially when Noah was wooing Ally... hmmm.. the best part
of the a booming relationship.. the courting part! awww! kilig to the bones.
I didn't like the ending though maybe that really what has happenned
in the book.
Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams makes a credible romantic hero.
"Unapologetic romantic schmaltz (it's Lifetime meets the Hallmark Hall of Fame), "The Notebook" is well worth the risk of diabetic shock for the sake of superb acting that transcends its teary milieu.
I watched this Movie last night,and it was so funny!
My roomate got a CD from her officemate and
we were curious about it. At first, the movie sounds like
SATC. But not quite.
Actually it's a Hollywood Cliche' movie but still
the casting and the dialogues made us laugh hard!
Who could resist these 3 lovely ladies of different
personalities and character?
The movie is a get-away-film-from-workstress.
You could actually forget how busy you had become
if you've seen this.
It's a breezy exercise in Latina Lib!
"Chasing Papi is a premarital variant of some movies, with enough jiggle to compete with The Sweetest Thing and Charlie's Angel. The sexy fun begins when well-meaning Latino lover Tomás (Eduardo Verastegui), who is by the way is really sexy, is confronted by the three girlfriends he's been wooing while traveling on business: Miami cocktail waitress Cici (Sofia Vergara)--she's a Sexy Gurl!, New York heiress Patricia (Jaci Velasquez)--The Class one!, and Chicago attorney Lorena (Roselyn Sanchez)-- one HOT, HOT Lady! have discovered Tomás's infidelity, and they're primed for payback. Their romantic revenge involves a contrived subplot of drug money, inept criminals, and an FBI agent (Lisa Vidal), but it's the allied girlfriends who steal this dim-witted fashion show. The female costars are smart, sassy, and incredibly attractive. The Script keeps the comedy on an even, good-natured keel. The laughs are sporadic at best, but Chasing Papi is a bubbly babe-fest that either gender can appreciate, but maybe most girls will"
The movie actually has a Moral Lesson: "We don't really need men to become Who we really want to Be"
*shouts to the woman of our generation*
*********
the notebook
I watched the Premier of The Notebook last Tuesday
at the Megamall. Got the tickets from my cousin who
cannot see the movie bcoz she has a trip to Bangkok (kainggit!)
The Movie was fine, maybe it's not what i really expected it to be.
I haven't read the book yet.. so i don't know what area they have changed.
But i look forward to reading it.
The movie really is cheesy, but definitely moving.
Specially when Noah was wooing Ally... hmmm.. the best part
of the a booming relationship.. the courting part! awww! kilig to the bones.
I didn't like the ending though maybe that really what has happenned
in the book.
Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams makes a credible romantic hero.
"Unapologetic romantic schmaltz (it's Lifetime meets the Hallmark Hall of Fame), "The Notebook" is well worth the risk of diabetic shock for the sake of superb acting that transcends its teary milieu.
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Olympics
It's odd when you visit the Olympics 2004 Official Website and inquire of the Games and Medals Standing, and find out that we have not won anything.
I researched through news and news of what's happenin' in the Olympics, not that i am a huge fan of it, not that i'm so into sports, but the thing is i want to know what's been going on with our team, the representative of our country.
All the news channel now has all-ears on the weather, i know it's really important, but should
our Newspaper and Channels also update us with what's happenin in the World of Sport?
Chances are, News channel don't pretty much update us with the Current happening
in the Olympics because they don't want to frustrate us of our Standing.
I have not known this since i visit the Olympics Website:
Men's 200m breaststroker Teofilo Yldefonzo won the Philippines' first Olympic medal when he won bronze in the 1928 Amsterdam Games behind Japanese champion Yoshiyuki Tsuruta.Yldefonzo also won bronze in 1932 in the 200m breaststroke, with Tsuruta again taking gold.The Philippines has won nine Olympic medals in total, but never gold. Its two silver medals were both won by boxers - Anthony Villanueva in 1964 and Mansueto Valesco in 1996.
and check this one out: Participants
Mind you, our last Silver Medal was in the year 1996, what happens in the gap?
Btw, here is the latest standing in the Olympics: Medals
*****
VANILLA SKY
I have watched this movie last year, watched on disk, and i watched it the second time in HBO. I don't know what has gone into me but i really find Tom Cruise So HANDSOME! Yeah, Yeah, i know you will ask me, why only now have i found that out? (maybe i was just focused on Brad Pitt) I just don't know, maybe i don't like him before, i know he's a good actor and all, but in the Vanilla Sky movie, he made me Melt, Awwww! He such a Cutie, an adorable Hottie! He has the most Tantalizing Eyes i ever seen, and why only now have i realized that?
The movie has somewhat a fiction estranged story. But the twist was fine. I don't really liked the Story, but i liked the Casting. I also liked Cameron Diaz's acting. And that thing in Manhattan where Tom Cruise Ran because it stand still... it's eerie... just imagine yourself in that world... i just don't know what one would be thinking.
Now, i really loooove Tom Cruise!
*****
Extra Challenge
I watched Extra Challenge yeasterday night coz i didn't go to to work.
There were 4 teams composed of Marilyn Reynes and his hubby, Aljon Jimenez,
Onyok and his Wife, 2gays- i forgot their name, and my so loved team:
Cynna and Railey---- Hay! Super Sweet ni Railey.
I dunno, i don't really like him before (rolls eyes) but when
i catched yesterday's episode, i think he really loves Chynna, i was so Kilig!
Oh, the Jologs in me!
I liked the part when Chynna needs to go to the Bathroom (ang baduy ko talaa) and Railey
will definitely will be going with her because where one goes the other goes also.
Lam mo yun, Intimate moment yun ni Chynna noh! hahaha! But Railey was there, hehehe..
Basta gusto ko na si Railey ngayon, kahit payatut sya.
I hope i could watch it tonight.
I researched through news and news of what's happenin' in the Olympics, not that i am a huge fan of it, not that i'm so into sports, but the thing is i want to know what's been going on with our team, the representative of our country.
All the news channel now has all-ears on the weather, i know it's really important, but should
our Newspaper and Channels also update us with what's happenin in the World of Sport?
Chances are, News channel don't pretty much update us with the Current happening
in the Olympics because they don't want to frustrate us of our Standing.
I have not known this since i visit the Olympics Website:
Men's 200m breaststroker Teofilo Yldefonzo won the Philippines' first Olympic medal when he won bronze in the 1928 Amsterdam Games behind Japanese champion Yoshiyuki Tsuruta.Yldefonzo also won bronze in 1932 in the 200m breaststroke, with Tsuruta again taking gold.The Philippines has won nine Olympic medals in total, but never gold. Its two silver medals were both won by boxers - Anthony Villanueva in 1964 and Mansueto Valesco in 1996.
and check this one out: Participants
Mind you, our last Silver Medal was in the year 1996, what happens in the gap?
Btw, here is the latest standing in the Olympics: Medals
*****
VANILLA SKY
I have watched this movie last year, watched on disk, and i watched it the second time in HBO. I don't know what has gone into me but i really find Tom Cruise So HANDSOME! Yeah, Yeah, i know you will ask me, why only now have i found that out? (maybe i was just focused on Brad Pitt) I just don't know, maybe i don't like him before, i know he's a good actor and all, but in the Vanilla Sky movie, he made me Melt, Awwww! He such a Cutie, an adorable Hottie! He has the most Tantalizing Eyes i ever seen, and why only now have i realized that?
The movie has somewhat a fiction estranged story. But the twist was fine. I don't really liked the Story, but i liked the Casting. I also liked Cameron Diaz's acting. And that thing in Manhattan where Tom Cruise Ran because it stand still... it's eerie... just imagine yourself in that world... i just don't know what one would be thinking.
Now, i really loooove Tom Cruise!
*****
Extra Challenge
I watched Extra Challenge yeasterday night coz i didn't go to to work.
There were 4 teams composed of Marilyn Reynes and his hubby, Aljon Jimenez,
Onyok and his Wife, 2gays- i forgot their name, and my so loved team:
Cynna and Railey---- Hay! Super Sweet ni Railey.
I dunno, i don't really like him before (rolls eyes) but when
i catched yesterday's episode, i think he really loves Chynna, i was so Kilig!
Oh, the Jologs in me!
I liked the part when Chynna needs to go to the Bathroom (ang baduy ko talaa) and Railey
will definitely will be going with her because where one goes the other goes also.
Lam mo yun, Intimate moment yun ni Chynna noh! hahaha! But Railey was there, hehehe..
Basta gusto ko na si Railey ngayon, kahit payatut sya.
I hope i could watch it tonight.
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Pieces of Insecurities
My body is ah, what? hmmppfff!
I'm not comfortable anymore.
My b*a size is getting bigger, not that my b**bs are getting big,
but it's because of the fats i have accumulated, my back is getting
bigger thus giving me a hard time wearing my b*a for a long time.
And i need to buy new sets now? Is that the Solution i should do?
Lately, i think i am really gaining lots of weight.
Not that i don't have any control of what i'm eating
(but sometimes... hey! don't we all need some time to
rest from the boring diet every now and then?)
I'm extremely jealous of my sister (no, not the unhealthy jealousy)
coz she apparently already have a four year old son,
she's been married for four years, oh, umm, i think five years already.
And when you look at my sister's bod, you can definitely
not have any clue that she's a mom! Talk about her fast metabolism.
No marks of unwanted fats on obvious areas *sigh*
and when you look at me,the next thing you may be asking
is if im the mom of my nephew, grrr. kaasar.
I love my sister for being that way, and i'm so proud of her coz if she's all that,
i can be all that too, errr...right?
I actually have broad shoulder, that's so fine with me,
but the thing i most hate is: i have Humongous Arms!
And i can't even wear sleeveless blouse, which i love to do!
I'm actually one of those "Judays Body Type" (No-offense to fans).
I mean i don't really look good wearing sleeveless shirt or blouses.
I'm so macho. (ahuhuhuhu..)
What i can always do, is to hide it, damn!
And hope not anyone would discover it. And say, "Wow! Legs!"
(I wish my body is a wonderland- ok, dream on! murmur)
Well, i get most of my insecurities from my arm. I have to Admit.
So i always end up wearing shirts or blouse with sleeves, hmmm..pretty boring.
Forgive my ka-okrayan, i can't help it... it's been a long time coming..
Is there any way to take some inch off my arm?
Is there any regimen?
Is there any special diet specifically for my big arms?
Maybe some exercise?
Or what food should i avoid, are there any?
Ok, just some of my counteless questions... or is it, because of my genes?
My upper body is becoming something-bigger, seems not how it was before.
And now, the more i wanted to diet, the more i would eat.. Sad but really True.
I'm not comfortable anymore.
My b*a size is getting bigger, not that my b**bs are getting big,
but it's because of the fats i have accumulated, my back is getting
bigger thus giving me a hard time wearing my b*a for a long time.
And i need to buy new sets now? Is that the Solution i should do?
Lately, i think i am really gaining lots of weight.
Not that i don't have any control of what i'm eating
(but sometimes... hey! don't we all need some time to
rest from the boring diet every now and then?)
I'm extremely jealous of my sister (no, not the unhealthy jealousy)
coz she apparently already have a four year old son,
she's been married for four years, oh, umm, i think five years already.
And when you look at my sister's bod, you can definitely
not have any clue that she's a mom! Talk about her fast metabolism.
No marks of unwanted fats on obvious areas *sigh*
and when you look at me,the next thing you may be asking
is if im the mom of my nephew, grrr. kaasar.
I love my sister for being that way, and i'm so proud of her coz if she's all that,
i can be all that too, errr...right?
I actually have broad shoulder, that's so fine with me,
but the thing i most hate is: i have Humongous Arms!
And i can't even wear sleeveless blouse, which i love to do!
I'm actually one of those "Judays Body Type" (No-offense to fans).
I mean i don't really look good wearing sleeveless shirt or blouses.
I'm so macho. (ahuhuhuhu..)
What i can always do, is to hide it, damn!
And hope not anyone would discover it. And say, "Wow! Legs!"
(I wish my body is a wonderland- ok, dream on! murmur)
Well, i get most of my insecurities from my arm. I have to Admit.
So i always end up wearing shirts or blouse with sleeves, hmmm..pretty boring.
Forgive my ka-okrayan, i can't help it... it's been a long time coming..
Is there any way to take some inch off my arm?
Is there any regimen?
Is there any special diet specifically for my big arms?
Maybe some exercise?
Or what food should i avoid, are there any?
Ok, just some of my counteless questions... or is it, because of my genes?
My upper body is becoming something-bigger, seems not how it was before.
And now, the more i wanted to diet, the more i would eat.. Sad but really True.
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Family Man
with Two Men, my Boyfriend and his Kuya.
watching it all over again.
What excites me was, Joseph actually liked it, and so i think did his Kuya.
Because i saw them smile in some parts (hmmm... now i wonder, did the movie made them think to start a family?). Should i just mind my own business... hehehe...
Like what happenned to Jack (Nicholas Cage) i want to have a glimpse of what could be..
What will happen to me in the future or what could happen if i did this... if i decided to take this... and that... and the list goes on and on and on and on... actually it's endless.
(Glimpse of me--- if after graduation i went to the U.S.
1. I'm already married- well i hope so
2. I have two children- a boy and a girl (oh, that was like Jack)
3. I'm a Structural Engineer now
4. I may return once in a while in the Philippines for my relatives and friends
5. I have Joseph as my Loving, Responsible, God-fearing, Faithful Husband
And that's so nice to look at. Or i'd rather call it, a Perfect-Glimpse.
But anyways, im here... i still thank being here coz i wont be the person i am now without the things i went
through, but maybe this is my destiny. God knows when the wheel will turn.
And of course if i'm not here, i'm not sure if i blog-hehehe)
What strucked me in the Movie is, no matter how strong or powerful or famous or smart, successful or wise a person think he is---- he will always and always need someone to be with-- someone to share the joy and happiness he has in his life.
And, we may always not be satisfied with what we already have... but people can actually "envy" the simplest things that we have and do.
And that includes a family.
I wish my bf would want to be a Family Man sooner (wishful thinking and fingers crossed, hehehe)
*****
REDBOX
Me and my dormates went to Redbox last Friday and sure we did had a BLAST!
I sang the song with emotions (hahahaha!)
And i was acting like we were in some cabaret (slang)
The place was cool and i liked the rooms.
Most importantly there are many songs to choose from and some Kewl Music Videos that if you guys want to
Dance-- you certainly can.
But here's one catch, i had a headache later that night... i think it is because of the sound, it echoes
on the wall thus affecting my eardrum and head (ok sa scientific explanation ah?)and so it did some effect on my um, head- or maybe i was just hyper earlier that night- which is a thing i don't do that often (na)...whatever it is...basta i enjoyed my Friday!
Monday, August 02, 2004
Lie
And they adamantly hold on to lying. *sigh*.
Some dim-witted people continue to do this.
Last Friday this person told me she can't go to the party (need to attend a debut)
because something strange happenned to her face.
She told me, it's reddish and its hot.
I apparently got her message, she doesn't want to go with us.
But i didn't respond to her first message and still felt (well, hoped)
she may/will be coming. And so came her 2nd message telling that she can't really go.
And i still didn't respond. Because i don't know but i have this
feeling that she is not telling the truth.
Now you can call me mapag-isip ng masama.
Ok, it's fine if she is anti-social or she prefers to be with some one-on-one gimmick,
but HELLO! We talked about attending the party not the day before
or even that day but 3 days before it.
And can't she not think of a better excuse beside her alibi?
Later that evening (after the party) i got home by 12am, and guess what,
i was 15minutes earlier before her arrival.
And when i looked at her face, it's not even REDDISH!
Not even a single red or even orange thing whatsoever on her face!
Grrrr.... i didn't want to ask her, baka mapahiya lang sya sa akin,
ako pa naman, pag umandar na ko, ewan ko na lang sa kanya.
But you know what, she hold on to telling na its red daw.
Hay naku, huli na nga, deny pa!
She should have told me that she doesn't want to go,
she should have just told me the truth.
It's the least that she can do.
Well, at least for me and some friends, we're able to enjoy the night.
While she-keeps on telling me that she missed it...
AND YES SHE REALLY DID! SHE MISSED THE FUN
and the cool people around! Poor her.
According to Charles Ford people often lie about
things because they're trying to feel better about themselves.
At the other end of the spectrum, a person may lie because
psychologically he cannot acknowledge the truth
even to himself, so bogus stories allow people with
low self-esteem(take note on that) to lie.
Come Saturday, i walked up at around 730am. And i don't know
but i was really hungry so i asked Kate if she wants to
have breakfast at mcdo, and after 5minutes she's there knocking at
our door.
We have seen this "friend" (this is the same girl) dining with
a guy that she's oh well, i don't know, but she's kinda flirting. (gossip)
I was happy for her at least may pagkaka-abalahan sya.
Me and Kate went back to the dorm 30minutes earlier she did, and she
told me that the guy (she had breakfast with) asked her to go
with him to Malate later for some gimmick And i told her to go.
Now it's Sunday, i didn't know what time she arrived bacause
i was really exhausted and needed a long sleep and more rest (Zzzzzz..)
When i asked her what time she arrived, she told me, she arrived 2am.
Oh, well of course i know she went gimmick with the guy
but you know what, that poor girl told me, she didn't go
she told me she just had an Overtime at her office.
And then we chat, i believed her (i was so naive),
but i caught her, she's into telling this story, and then she goes,
"lam mo sa malate kagabi, madaming tao"
(o-0 - rolls eyes, what is it with this girl?
Why does she have to lie?
What is she hiding?
Not that im so interested or so want to know everything.
But I mean, come-on, were not that young anymore to be acting
as if were still teenagers, who doesn't want to be caught with our little crimes?)
And she noticed that i became aware that she is lying,
and she repeated, "sa malate, sa malate"and she's obviously
thinking of another word to say.
Hay naku, she can stop talking now,
because i wont believe the next thing she will say,
i don't know if i'll pity her but i'm starting to hate her.
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Crybaby
The book has full of lessons,
Lessons in love.
Life.
Career.
Relationship.
Friends.
Family, and so much more.
Oh well, i finished reading it yesterday.
I need to have another book now.
*****
We'll be having an affair tonight for the Office.
And i still don't have anything to wear.
We have to wear something formal
but i can always go back to Basic Business Attire, right?
Would it be fine if i still wear the same business attire i am wearing now to the party tonight?
I must see.
*****
Why do i always have so many things in mind to write when im not in front of my PC?
And when its about time for me to write, i can't think of all those thoughts i have (before i started)? damn.
Is this just a sign of aging? hmmm... i wonder...
Most of the time now, i have senseless writting.
Most are just focus on me, why can't post something interesting?
Something happenin' in the world?
But will i attract people to read my blog if i do that? (do i have to do that, just to attract people?)
Ahhh, i think i just have to be me.
But i think i have to write things with sense.
I hope someday, i will.
*****
I don't want to talk with Joseph.
He attended this birthday party last night.
I don't want him to go, but i still said its up to him.
You know guys, of course he went.
He just told me that he will visit me @ my dorm because he'll be leaving early.
But you know what... he didn't... guys.. guys..guys KAINIS...GRRRRRRR!
And now, he texted me this morning, saying, I'm sorry
Bahala sya! Besides i have my party tonight, i don't need to think of him!
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